27-01-11, one of my worst days...

it was a thursday.

i literally lost my mood after being boiled for 4 times.
in short,
i was boiled because

my 2 and a half hour was wasted by sitting in the hall,
attending a supposingly useful ceramah,
but was expected to be boring.
the way the teacher distributed the notes,
was wayyyy WORSE than the way i distributed mine during THE PRODUCTION OF ELITE.
it was a total shambolic...
the topics the invited talk-giver from Taylor's explained were mostly orthodox, nothing special..
and the worst part is,
the 'gratitude dance'
even with another pair of specs, i can't see how is it relevant.
it didn't heighten the atmosphere
nor it helped him explained more..
blimey.

I ABHOR IT,
when people waste my time...
proven with the punctuality i expect from librarians.
time is invaluable.
INVALUABLE.
you wanna waste yours, fine,
but NOT MINE.

and for that 2 and a half hour,
luckily i was with my bio reference book...
but i still did listen to the person in front.
and i learnt smth, difference between a boss and a leader,
at least there was something worth learning.

Oh please,
wanna have ceramah,
do it with your heart and soul..
or i won't attend it with my heart and soul...

distribution of notes is supposed to be simple.
but blimey, it was terrible..
if librarians were to do that,
i would have gone crazy. haha.

the ceramah spoiled my mood...
hate it when people waste my time,
and so got very very rushy during moral period,
wanted to snatch back all the time i wasted.
and finish all my work.

and there and then.
3 issues popped out,
invading me one by one..
almost killing me...

(the 3 issues are to be kept P&C)
all about people repeating their mistakes...

after i settled with the 3 issues,
i joined in the practice for our class performance.
i wanted to blend in..
but i just couldn't.
it is my inability,
felt sorry for the classmates who were putting so much effort.

i did sing,
but i know the normal me would have done better.

I WAS DRAINED...
tired with all the moronic issues which bumped to me.
lazy to utter even a word extra.
i wanted my day to end fast,
and to start with a new one.

Appreciate it when my friends noticed the change,
haha,
the cutest question was,
aunchian, where are your dimples???
that question was with humour.
but i dunno what to answer.
thanks people!

being an introvert is never me.
but yesterday for 2 hours,
i was an introvert.
i didn't choose to be one,
but i just had no mood.

after school,
i had 2 tuitions.
and then it was preparations for friday's performance and yee sang.

i told myself,
明天会更好！

AND IT CAME TRUE!

aunchian